Battles

Battles

Ok so I’m not perfect, I may not be the best
Perhaps I’m not as well turned out or stylish as the rest
I know i seem unhappy, I may not always smile
And yes I do have issues that can mess with others style
But before you feel like judging, before you dismiss me
Just know I’m fighting battles against foes you cannot see
I’m trying to get better, I’m trying to prevail
I’m trying to defeat the past to strike a different trail
So when you see me looking sad, a frown up on my face
Im trying hard to push on through and find a better place
I know that I’m not perfect, I’m trying hard to be
Just give me time, I’ll find a way, just don’t give up on me

deeds

deeds

Your deeds speak volumes, about you
No need to hail the things you do
Don’t stress yourself what others say
Just be yourself and live your day
And if they cannot see your worth
Come hang with me. we’ll rule this earth

silent battles

silent battles

Silent battles fought alone
Safe inside this empty home
Hidden feeling rise to view
To show the world the real you
But safely tucked where none can see
This truth is safe the secret me
Would show itself but none will know
Just how the battle ebbs and flows
A brief release the shadow falls
The sad and lonely forlorn calls
A cry a sob and shattered dream
The truth will out it rarely seen
And once again the act begins
The mask is drawn to cover sins
The past forgotten future bare
And no-one guesses that he’s there

Plan

Plan

A plans a plan for all to see
A plan for you, a plan for me
To make the world a better place
A plan to save the human race
My plan to sweep her off her feet
A tall white stallion, down the street
But still we plan and still we wait
We’ll start tomorrow, when its too late
So stop your planning, it’s plain to see
The time is now,come fly with me
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Hope

Hope

These few words I’ll say to you
Be wary of the deeds you do
Guard well the words that you might say
Else they drive your love away
Be courteous to those you greet
Endeavour not to lie nor cheat
Be not afraid of something new
Its different, no harm to you
Be strong and stand for what is right
Know when the leave and when to fight
Trust good people know your name
That they will also do the same
Together we can change the world
A better future will unfurl
Our children free, their story true
From these few words I tell to you

Echo

Echo

Echo
The hollow sound of hollow lives
Made up memories,made up lies
Virtual pals and virtual pokes
fake relationship with folks
Hopes and dreams left in the past
Expectation lost too fast
Where have all, the real friends gone
The ones who drop by by just for fun
When did we lose the skill to say
I hope you have a real nice day

And mean it

Echo
The cry for help the plea for joy
Far to lost in virtual toy
We’ve lost the skill to be a friend
We have no love unless we send
A message direct to a face
In some fake local virtual place
We’ve lost our grace, humanity
Lost in the darkness lost at sea
And all that’s left of our last words
The sound of voices bounces of walls
Like echos

Silently

Silently

Silently I stumble, through dark and distant night
Quietly I wonder, if through the tears I might
Find a place where I can be, no longer cold and scared
Where my dreams might become real, my voice finally heard
Push back the tears that try so hard to press upon my cheek
Alone I fight to find the strength to make it through the week
No helping had to lift me up when lifes’ weight presses down
I fight the tide to take a breath, I struggle not to drown
Alone am I but fighting hard Ill press against the throng
To be the better person though the world might do me wrong
So pity not my solitude nor worry ’bout my plight
Ill fight the fight till fighting done and see this life done right

Pheonix

Pheonix

Looking back at what has past
I see where I have been
I see the pain and suffering
The broken distraught scene
I feel the pain that once I felt
I see the sorrowed eyes
The emptiness and and hollow soul
The anguish in the cries
But now much more than ever since
I feel the strength within
The hunger slowly seeping back
The fortitude to win
No more the sad an lonely man
That once wandered alone
I rise anew from suffering
I make a stand I strike a pose
Take pride in pain I’ve known
No more a broken soul you see
No sadness in these eyes
But slowly gaining back my strength
I Pledge once more to rise

My story

My story

Yes I have depression
But I’m not depressed
I may well be tired
But I need no rest
I say I’m fine
And I’m not lying
I do feel sad
But I’m not crying
Sure I may smile
Whilst inside I weep
I may go to bed
And fail to sleep
See I’ve got depression
But I’m not depressed,
Its only half my story,
Lets get on and write the rest

she

she

Smiling IĀ remember,Ā the way she wears her hair
How she smooths her skirt down as she gets up from her chair
The sparkle in her dark eyes, and her teeth so pearly white
The magic and the sparkle in her smile so bright
Despite my efforts not to, I’m drawn to her each day
To hear her voice, to see her smile,Ā find an excuse to stay
Maybe she already knows,Ā perhaps she’s realised
That she’s put a spell on me, but then that’s no surprise
The music in her laughter, and the smell of her perfume
Would turn the head of any man and dominate the room
But dream to dream is all this is. there is no place to go
So I’ll just sit andĀ think of her, but never let her know